A Lot Of Ideas

I have a lot of journals that holds my ideas. 

To me writing is the female expression of order.  

What I mean by that is that the soul is a mode of expression that can be grand or subtle. 

It is compassionate with its care. 

When one observes themselves, they can tell one is controlled by feelings or impulses of animal instinct. Except for when I am writing with a pen or pencil. 

There is a certain mechanical movement that comes with writing that feels eloquent and quite caring. 

If one takes the time to explore the body, there are a lot of sensations that go unnoticed but when one really pays attention to it, it is a thing filled with wonder. 

See its funny I believe I know a lot about human experience but if I'm going to be honest i can admit I don't really know what it is that I want from here. 

Id like peace, so I shall have that letting the rhythm of the breath carry me to my next sensation, every soul admits a frequency.  

This happens when we are in a relaxed state and we can receive information about anything we think about when our consciousness has the awareness of the unmanifest. 

What is the unmanifest? Everything that wants to come into existence. 

How do we find that? Feel our way to it. 

By Feeling through things we open doors we didn’t know about.  

Feel the way through life to really awaken the mind. 

Let go of everything and see what happens. 

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There is one life among the many. 

Sinking into the silence the internal sound begins. 

Feeling my way through the darkness I will end up where my heart is. 

Whenever I let the shadows escape from the cave I am here to say there is one life and you must live it right. Never letting yourself out of sight you might stay up at night. 

I am one with the representation of the successful life that I consciously create for myself and others. By making definite choices with my actions I am able to see a clear plan that will clear up my path and move me forward.  

I must turn and face the shadows I call yesterday and stop running from what I thought I was. To see all the possible possibilities that are there before me. 

Going the way of the internal sound is where we are really found. The mind is only one thought away from salvation.  

Silence is inner radiance, But isn't exactly silent...The sound has an elongated ping to it by focusing on that noise it cuts out the confusion and allows for stillness. 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~My Mind Being young I am arrogant to delusion and trickery being forced to have blind faith in those around me.

Or rather in their ideas and feelings about the world. See I'm just a kid and I have been taught to believe what others tell me because I don't really know how or what to think about the world.

So, I trust the ideas of the people around me and I take them as my own. Then I experience life. I now have all the thoughts, feelings and opinions that went with correlating in the development of that person's consciousness.

But in me.

Remember I take them somewhat blindly, somewhat with faith. As I matured, I realized that in order to be happy I have to learn for my own sake. So, I always had this feeling possibly from my childhood that I was under the real world. Something beneath it whenever I started to observe my feeling states I realized I Was below the real world because I had hate in my heart.

As I stopped hating, disliking, and resisting.

I started to realize my worth as the Divine son of God that Loves Humanity completely.  

One cannot hate and truly understand God or Understand each other when we truly do not know the evil in us.